"No we just don't belong."

So its going to be summer break, the drill is that it takes too long for me to get on here so its not worth it. I could type some farewell (for now [maybe]) message but honestly I feel borderline suicidal so I'm not going to bother. Tumblr is queued, but I have nothing for this. Take care guys, I'll try to find some beauty in life while I'm gone.

"Cast the pearls aside of a simple life of need, come into my life forever."

I literally hate keyboards right now. I'm devoting this few minute session of hate in the name of you. Summer's coming up and I will not have time to fill these black pages of stories, nor will I even be able to.

Fuck off over to my tumblr if you want daily shit I've queued up.


I feel so stuck, I'm too smart for this shit, but too unfocused and motivated to leave it. Goddamnit I'm not sure what to do about anything.

Wah wah wah, whatever I know, who do I think I am?

"No ceiling on hard living, peace keepers keep on breathing."

I wonder if I actually have regular readers...

I'm about to graduate from university. I'm not sure what to think about that. On one hand I'm happy to be jumping from this sinking ship known as the California public education system, on the other hand I'm going to be swimming back onto it if (and by if I mean probably) I'm accepted into the master's program. On another third hand, oh hey, its life, and its pissed. This is the worst time in a long time to be entering it, and especially for someone like me who will not kill another person for a job and has these problems with studying, focusing, and being a happy and motivated person in general. Not to mention I wasn't cool enough or something to be accepted into the UC graduate program.

Well...Whatever...

I just got through 2001: A Space Odyssey, I've forgotten how amazing Arthur C. Clarke was.