"There is nothing I can say that I have not said before."

Dear ******,

I am fed up with begging and putting up with the shit that we've all been dealing with my entire life. I do not deserve nor do I want to go through all of this anymore, and the idea that you are going to put us through all of this bullshit and still stick around makes me sick. It might be fucking selfish of me, and it might be the "best" option for everyone else's pure survival's sake, but I am pissed and emotionally drained, I really am and as long as we have this kind of contact I do not feel like our relationship will get any better. You did this to yourself, and then you put it on us. We are not the problem and if I want to stay out of it, I have every right to do so. I do not care about all of the good things, they do not excuse everything else. The way you treat people is disgusting and I can't just ignore it anymore. I do not care what hell you've been through, I am not going down with your ship and I do not think you can be saved.

Despite all of this goddamnit, I still love you, and thats what hurts the most.



What the hell is one supposed to do.